urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic shardwic shardwic 2007-01-14T23:53:21Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:10592 2007-01-14T23:53:21Z 2007-01-14T23:53:21Z going back to mason on sat urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:10275 2007-01-02T08:14:13Z 2007-01-02T08:14:13Z 2-0 this week in monopoly... bring it on. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:10040 2007-01-01T17:50:30Z 2007-01-01T17:50:30Z and i really liked it when i woke up this morning I got some of the nicest compliments from an untouchable girl. And she was sober which made it weird.<br /><br />she didn't say that i was attractive or anything that makes me feel awkward or uncomfortable. she did but i just started eating something ans lost focus.<br /><br />she said that i personify the idea of heart.<br /><br />:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:9729 2007-01-01T17:32:36Z 2007-01-01T17:32:36Z I will be without internet for a few days... my wireless card decided not to connect on my wireless network anymore. <br /><br />I was up until 7 am discussing things with my rents and brother and I felt alive. Not like the pseudo well/adraneline rush that occurs when you sneak out for the first time but we were talking about gay rights, immigration, sudan, the war on terror and I have never been as passionate than that night. <br /><br />My family REALLY wants me to go to law school. Because I would be good.<br />I don't have the desire to go. <br />I don't want to run the risk of becoming one of those washed up hasbeens thats become blinded by special interests and ego.<br />I would love standing up for people.<br /><br />Last year Chris told me that i personify Alan Shore and I didn't know if that was a compliment or an insult. <br />FYI It's both.<br /><br />This year I was told that I matured and became a better person.<br />I kind of fell asleep with a smile on my face.<br /><br />It's crazy that at 3 minutes 16 seconds in the best instrumental breakdown/bridge occurs in my favorite song name and every time I hear it. it never loses its luster. mmmm urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:9552 2006-12-29T09:55:22Z 2006-12-29T09:55:22Z it's kind of crazy the kinds of the the things that i debate over cigar and drink talks with the boys after a poor party night.<br />politics.<br />religion.<br />and for me the opposite sex.<br /><br />it made me realize that i don't talk about these things with a large portion of my friends and i wish i did. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:9327 2006-12-24T05:54:18Z 2006-12-24T05:54:18Z and all three define the quote from until gwen<br /><br />You don't have anyone to tell you who you are, so you don't need anyone to tell you. You just are who you are. You're beautiful. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:9144 2006-12-24T05:53:25Z 2006-12-24T05:53:25Z i adore jess because she amuses me with her scratch off tickets antics and just in general<br /><br />i adore ange for her outlook in life<br /><br />i adore favorite for being favorite. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:8729 2006-12-24T05:36:28Z 2006-12-24T05:36:28Z i adore the snyders. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:8541 2006-12-18T22:24:13Z 2006-12-18T22:24:13Z jay-z show me what you got 2006!<br />1.) Where did you ring in 2006?<br />Erica Regosch's house<br />2.) What was your status by Valentine's Day?<br />Taken<br />3.) Were you in school (anytime this year)?<br />um... yea?<br />4.) How did you earn your keep?<br />stipend and monthly allowence<br />5.) Did you ever have to go to the hospital?<br />yes twice<br />6.) Have you ever encountered the police?<br />yes nastiness.<br />7.) Where did you go on vacation?<br />florida :)<br />8.) What did you purchase that was over $500?<br />Nothing over 500.<br />9.) Did you know anybody who got married?<br />Yesss<br />10.) Did you know anybody who passed away?<br />Yea :(<br />11.) Have you run into anybody you graduated high school with?<br />Can always count on one at target.<br />12.) Did you move anywhere?<br />Nope. Thank god<br />13.) What sporting events did you go to?<br />Phillies, Nationals, GMU basketball<br />14.) What concerts did you go to?<br />The wailers yuck :( <br />15.) Are you registered to vote?<br />Yes.<br />16.) What was the best pizza you've had all year?<br />Giordanos hands down.<br />17.) Where do you live now?<br />Fairfax/williamstown<br />18.) Describe your birthday.<br />Started drinking at one... it was intense... i don't remember a lot of it :(<br />19.) What's the one thing you thought you would never do but did in 2006?<br />say good bye<br />20.) What is one thing you didn't like from this year?<br />this constant feeling that i'm not acconplishing a lot.<br />21.) What's something you learned about yourself?<br />I have an ego.<br />22.) Any new additions to your family?<br />Those damn birds... hah<br />23.) What was your best month?<br />May<br />24.) What from pop culture will you remember 2006 by?<br />Ha! I would have to say Mel Gibson's Drunken remarks. <br />25.) How much did you change from this time last year til now?<br />Matured a lot more.<br />26.) How would you rate this year with a scale from 1 (shitty) to 10 (excellent)?<br />um about a 6.<br /><br />2007!<br />1.) Will you be looking for a new job?<br />yes<br />2.) Will you be looking for a relationship?<br />um it depends on person/circumstances but i won't rule anything out.<br />3.) Do you plan on buying a car?<br />HA<br />4.) New Years resolution?<br />to keep it real this year.<br />5.) What will you do different in 07?<br />nothing probably but who knows<br />6.) What will you not be doing in 07?<br />jes snyder ohhhh burn<br />7.) Any trips planned?<br />always<br />8.) Wedding plans?<br />no but i suspect i'll be hearing a lot about Ange... yay<br />9.) Major thing on your calendar?<br />ummm not yet<br />10.) What can't you wait for?<br />see my cat and favorite.<br />11.) What would you like to see happen differently?<br />umm nothing whatever happens happens ya know<br />12.) What about yourself will you be changing?<br />Probably loads! I wanna become more independent.<br />13.) Will you be nicer to the people you care about?<br />Define nicer...<br />14.) Will you dress differently this year than you did in 06?<br />I'ts always evolving.<br />15.) Will you start or quit drinking?<br />HA<br />16.) Will you better your relationship with your family?<br />Yes if they try too.<br />17.) Will you do charity work?<br />Most likely not. But i hope so.<br />18.) Will you go to bars?<br />Yes<br />19.) Will you be nice to people you don't know?<br />HA i'm never nice to people when i first meet them. i always rib them to get a reaction out of them.<br />20.) Do you expect 07 to be a good year for you?<br />hope so<br />22.) Will you still be friends with the same people you are friends with now?<br />yea<br />23.) Major lifestyle changes?<br />Nope.<br />24.) Will you be moving?<br />who knows<br />25.) What will you make sure doesn't happen in 07?<br />not have fun<br />26.) What are your New Year's Eve plans?<br />it will be a mix of the snyders, my house, and wherever i go with brandell.<br />27.) Will you have someone to kiss at midnight?<br />HA.. you never know<br />28.) One wish for 07?<br />I don't ever wish for anything but i hope that this year is better than the last. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:8339 2006-12-18T19:31:15Z 2006-12-18T19:31:15Z five hours and i take my final final and than i come home immediately after...<br /><br />yayy? and yayy!!<br /><br />yayy??<br /><br />I will be home but I will have to spend a lot of time with my family and knowing my history I will catch a cold or something that will prevent me from seeing people ie. the snyders, ashley,steph brandell, and the entourage.<br />There is always stupid unneccessary drama and I always get one phone call where people talk forever about something that has a simple solution.<br />Text messages from girls wanting to "hang out"<br /><br />yayy!!<br />I get to see the e, the snyders, ashley, steph, brandell, and the entourage<br />Fun will occur because when i come home i guess my house turns into a drink fest... hmmm i wonder why.<br />mass shopping will occur<br />most of all relaxing from a very stressful semester.<br /><br />we will decide if it was a yay? or yay! at the end of the break urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:8184 2006-12-18T08:42:48Z 2006-12-18T08:42:48Z So the theme for this year atleast for me and some individuals..... is keeping it real.<br /><br />Keeping it real embodies 1 characteristic..<br /><br />Honesty urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:7929 2006-12-17T19:44:45Z 2006-12-17T19:44:45Z frustrated in general urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:7485 2006-12-14T05:09:50Z 2006-12-14T05:09:50Z so its been decided that dana snyder is my favorite person in the world urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:7187 2006-12-07T18:34:16Z 2006-12-07T18:34:16Z getting a new cell phone for free is a bitch urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:6959 2006-12-07T03:57:14Z 2006-12-07T03:57:14Z if you try and contact me via cell phone..<br /> my cell is out of commission for the next few weeks. sorry.<br /><br />maybe it will be good walking around without being accessible to the world. the idea that i essentially control my communication and who i talk to.... mmmm urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:6769 2006-12-06T05:14:17Z 2006-12-06T05:15:25Z I am a big fan of classical music. I really like the german requieum by brahams. In that piece there is this really great flute solo that builds up. And ofcourse it's unexpected because flute's back in that time period didn't have solos They were seen as supplemental instruments. It was risky and edgy back in that day. Throughout the piece you don't know that the crescendo and the build up amongst the instruments that occurs for about 5 to 6 minutes is ever going to reach the climax that we are all accustomed too. And sometimes you wonder as you listen to it why hasn't it happened or will it ever happen. The climax. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:6529 2006-12-06T04:52:18Z 2006-12-06T04:52:18Z You don't have anyone to tell you who you are, so you don't need anyone to tell you. You just are who you are. You're beautiful. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:6111 2006-07-18T06:03:43Z 2006-07-18T06:03:43Z Ever get the feeling that every action, feeling, and or word is all apart of a montage? Rapid fire. Bam ! Bam! <br /><br />I like this montage...<br /><br />Even though i'm not happy... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:5641 2006-07-15T23:47:13Z 2006-07-15T23:47:13Z Ain't No Other Man: By Christina Aguilera Ryan Bartley in a drunken voicemail with ain't no other man.. " Yo man true this song is the ill pie with vanilla ice cream on top... snoogins... i'm going to sing what you are you've got soul you've got class you've got style ya bad ass... thanks for not being wasted with me you dumb negro butt... <br /><br /> I truly miss erica regosch... It's the moments when we trash other people... It is realized that she is one of the only friends that I can pick up a month or two without talking but when we do watch out.<br /><br />EditThe1 SADpart (7:28:22 PM): shes having a party tonight and steph was like do you want to go with me and i was like no<br />Orangegrl714 (7:28:57 PM): haha no one is going to show up at her party<br />EditThe1 SADpart (7:29:06 PM): lol how do you know that<br />Orangegrl714 (7:29:24 PM): come on she has like 5 friends to begin with urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:5407 2006-07-05T22:55:09Z 2006-07-05T22:55:09Z Snow Patrol : Chocolate Sometimes the best words that come out of someone's mouth are non verbal... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:5233 2006-06-25T18:43:20Z 2006-06-25T18:43:20Z exactly two months from now... i will be back at school...<br /><br />a lot to accomplish before that... but i have faith that it will occur... you should too...<br /><br />and i am making peace with a lot of different people... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:5119 2006-06-23T21:31:40Z 2006-06-23T21:31:40Z i hope my cat is ok... i'm worried about him sooo much urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:4660 2006-06-20T19:18:00Z 2006-06-20T19:18:00Z The clique has been re born... <br /><br />And i've already got my swagger back as i walk... that has been missing for a few years... <br /><br />My attitude has been "passive," and " not sean,"... as told by a former member that was fed up with me... So after a little soul searching... I realized that he is right.. <br /><br />I thought I was changing... But in reality... I was not being me... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:4120 2006-06-19T04:37:47Z 2006-06-19T04:37:47Z hanging in there... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shardwic:4016 2006-06-07T20:00:39Z 2006-06-07T20:00:39Z Ann Coulter is such a heartless bitch... <br /><br />I hate when people adopt extreme views just to garner attention and sell books...